It's snowing in Arkansas this morning but the snow isn't causing my cold feet. I've got a serious case of the nervous jitters. I've given notice here at the Marriott and will soon be training a new assistant manager. I've given my landlady notice that I will be moving out of my apartment April 1st. I've made arrangements for my two dogs to have good and loving homes with my grown children. I've warned all of my family that I'm leaving including my father who I expected to hit the roof! He worries about me being such a free spirit and wishes that I would think of my retirement. lol So why am I suddenly so nervous about this new adventure? Lord knows I was on cloud nine for a month after my phone interview. Now I am full of questions and doubts. I'm having a very hard time letting myself believe that this is actually going to happen and that everything will fall into place. I suppose all of my doubts and questions are normal and that I am not the first to ask any of them. I'm determined not to let this stop me and I wish that I were leaving tomorrow. I read a line in a book the other day it said "if your going to worry don't pray and if your going to pray don't worry". Sometimes that statement can be very hard to achieve!